(؛ ǝɯosǝʍɐ ɹǝdns

NOW~

in the name of Allah. the Most Gracious. Most Merciful. this night is so bad for me. you know why? imma feeling so bored. all of my friend going back to their kampung. erggh. worse. now, imma alone at my room. with the lappy. and one thing you must to know. actually, imma so hungry. f**k off! be Adele for a while. nowadays, people always jeopardize themself to the bad thing. what can i said? erm. imma tired think about people. like my mom said. why we want to explore universe, when we dont know ourselves. erm let us think for a minutes. when imma alone at my room. automaticly i will think about what we are doing for today. sometimes we must to muhasabah ourselves. and sometimes i feel guity to others. i always ask to my self. am i wrong? am i too selfish? are this is my faulth? yup.

Dan di antara tanda-tanda kekuasaanNya ialah kapal-kapal (yang besar tinggi) seperti gunung, belayar laju merempuh lautan. Jika Ia kehendaki, Ia menghentikan tiupan angin, maka tinggalah kapal-kapal itu terapung-apung di muka lautan. Sesungguhnya yang demikian mengandungi tanda-tanda (yang besar pengajarannya) bagi tiap-tiap seorang (mukmin) yang sentiasa bersikap sabar, lagi sentiasa bersyukur. (As-Shuraa, 42: 32-33)

This life is what you make it. No matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And baby, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soulmate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about.

just now. malaysian's had received news about MH370. omg. its to hard to people and others to believe it. oh ya. such like tiba tiba je ada berita besar. main point nya dari malaysia pulak tu. ergghh worst. tak tahu nak cakap apa. just pray for mh370 and world. after that. terus banyak cerita pasal flight terbakar lah. tayar terbakarlah. enjin terbakarlah. macam ada konspirasi je. but. we dont know. Allah yang tentukan segalanya. as a human being. we must and always syukur to Allah for everything. even in musibah. so kalau dalam masalah itu pandai pandai lah sebut alhamdulillah. jangan nak mencarut or seangkatan dengannya. nasihat ini di tujukan kat myself jugak. hohohoho.

next. about the AIR. not AIR udara. but WATER. hoho. di catulah. apalah itulah inilah. ya Allah. banyaknya dugaan that you gave to us. sampai empangan kering kontang. panasnya bumi. ini pun kita dah kata alamak panasnya. ish apalah panasnya bumi ni. and so on. ya allah.

"Allahummaj - alsariratil khayran min ‘ alaniyati waj’al ‘alaniyati shalihatan . Allahumma inni as-aluka min shalihi ma tu’tin nasa minal mali wal ahli wal waladi ghayra dhallin wala mudhilin. Allahummaj’alani min’ ibadikal muntakhabinal ghurril muhajjalinal wafdhil mutaqabbilina.

~ Ya Allah lahirku dan jadikanlah batinku lebih baik dari ia baik dari lahirku dan jadikanlah yang tampak dariku baik. Wahai Tuhanku, aku memohon pada Engkau dari yang baik . Wahai Tuhanku, aku memohon yang baik yang Engkau berikan kepada manusi baik harta maupun keluarga dan anak-anak, tidak sesat dan menyesatkan . Wahai Tuhanku, jadikanlah aku termasuk hamba-hambaMu yang terpilih yang putih dahi dan tangannya dan utusan-utusan yang di terima .”

amin :)